From Washington state, Jill writes
 Dear Steve,
 
I have been a long time meditator and Buddhist but have not been completely satisfied with orthodox teachings. As a result I have searched for other sources of knowledge. Still I continue to research and cross reference anything I can get my hands on.  I recently was told about your web site and viewed your videos on youtube.  Thank you so much for doing this work.  It is about time :)  My compulsion to search started in 1973 when I was in my twenties.  I took myself off to meditate for hours each day and as a result I had a most extraordinary experience with many many layers I won't go into now.  I kept this to myself for years but decided to come out of the spiritual closet about 6 years ago when my husband was prescribed meditation.  Since then I have been diligently working but with very mixed results. 
 
I want to tell you how your work has helped tie together many things for me, tying up loose ends.  This internal awareness you speak of is not a new thing to me as I have been a seeker for my entire life.  I heard voices in my head when I was a young woman warning me of danger.  I ignored it and was raped as a result.  I did not understand where this voice came from.  I felt guilty for getting myself hurt and ignoring the voices of my guardian angel. I was thinking about this recently after seeing your videos.  Just two nights ago I heard the song in my head from the Pirates of Penzance.   
Poor wandering one!
Though-thou-hast surely strayed
Take heart of grace
Thy steps retrace
Poor wand'ring one! 
If such poor "love" as mine
Can help thee "find" true peace
of mind, why, "take" it, it is thine!
I have heard these things many times before but didn't know whence they came.  This time I knew who was speaking. :)   I am learning to feel the ripple in my hands and my dreams are getting really wonderful.  I can't tell you how wonderful!  I met a character the other night that sang me a song so beautiful my heart was breaking to have it end. 
Steve here, I enjoyed making the  Hearing Voices video and never knew Linda Ronstadt could do opera. And now MY head is full of her delightful operatic laughter ! My gratitude to you, Jill. Welcome home.
Note1 : Jill's innate intelligence following her instinct liike a salmon coming home.
Note2 : The operatic laughter I hear now is the creator's glee at "landing" another Godling !  
Note3 : Jill  the "closet seeker" heard of Lay Gnosis and truebluehealer  site by a word-of- mouth recommendation.  YOU dear reader can tell others, to help them 'out of the closet'
Could this be you, dear reader?

Jill writes after a week or two-
This morning I was hearing the theme to the Greatest American Hero when I woke up.  There is one line "just like the light of a new day" kept running over and over again in my head and I couldn't quite understand what it was saying.  I looked up the lyrics and I think it helped.  Translation is really tricky but fun. (Blurry reception in the beginning vanishes as you are 'tuned in' biochemically)

Sending good wishes,
Jill

The song snatch used was a cheery am  greeting,  but the song theme is about an individual being transformed. Who me ? Many Lay Gnostics report this sentiment early on.
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 And Jill again
Dear Steve,
 
For the last couple of days I wasn't getting much but now I have had two songs in one day and also a musical message, "only You can ask why"  I don't know what that means but it was very strong and repeated over and over until I remembered it.  This second song was also one I had never really paid any attention to before. (Creator  pulling songs out of memory better than the person)
 
I don't even like some of these songs but now they have a special meaning to me.  The message is getting clearer and clearer all the time. 

The interesting thing I am learning is that I have been really hard on myself all my life.  Lots of guilt and demands I make on myself out of a sense of not being good enough.
 
 
 You can come as you are with just your heart
And I'll take you in though you're rejected and hurt,
To me you're worth, girl, what you have within.
Oh honey, boy, I don't need no superstar cause I'll accept you as you are.
You won't be denied cause I'm satisfied with the love that you can inspire.
You don't have to be a star, baby, to be in my show;
Oh, honey, you don't have to be a star, baby, to be in my show.
Somebody nobody knows could steal the tune that you want to hear,
So stop your running around cause now you've found what was cloudy is clear.
Oh honey, there'll be no cheering from the clouds, just two hearts beating
out loud.
There'll be no parade, no tv or stage, only me till your dying day.
You don't have to be a star, baby, to be in my show;
Oh, honey, you don't have to be a star, baby, to be in my show.
Don't think your star has to shine for me to find out where you're coming
from;
Oh honey, girl, what is a beauty queen if it don't mean that I'm number one?
I don't need no superstar cause I'll accept you as you are.
You won't be denied cause I'm satisfied with the love that you can inspire.
You don't have to be a star, baby, to be in my show;
Oh, honey, you don't have to be a star, baby, to be in my show
 
(YOU DON'T HAVE TO BE A STAR
Marilyn McCoo & Billy Davis Jr. )
 
The interesting thing I am learning is that I have been really hard on myself all my life.  Lots of guilt and demands I make on myself out of a sense of not being good enough.
 
Thanks for all you have done to guide me on this discovery.
 
Love,
Jill
Referring to
Jills years of wandering
searching
for Him.
She's home now.

"Reach Out" message to Jill
Old song teased out of her memory.
Always a loving message in it.
Romantic second intelligence within Jill- Finally released -Who'da thought it?
Blued for you.
I think it's so groovy now
That people are finally getting together
I think it's wonderful and how
That people are finally getting together
I think it's so groovy now
That people are finally getting together
I think it's wonderful and how
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Reach out in the darkness
Reach out in the darkness
Reach out in the darkness
And you may find a friend
I knew a man that I did not care for  (Who?)
And then one day this man gave me a call
We sat and talked about things on our mind
And now this man he is a friend of mine
Reach out in the darkness
Reach out in the darkness
Reach out in the darkness
And you may find a friend
I think it's so groovy now
That people are finally getting together 
I think it's wonderful and how
That people are finally getting together I think it's so groovy now
That people are finally getting together PLAY HERE>>
I think it's wonderful and how
That people are finally getting together
Don't be afraid of love
Don't be afraid, don't be afraid to love
Everybody needs a little love
Everybody needs somebody
That they can be thinking of
Reach out in the darkness
Reach out in the darkness
Reach out in the darkness
And you may find a friend
I think it's so groovy now
That people are finally getting together
I think it's wonderful and how
That people are finally getting together
I think it's so groovy now
That people are finally getting together
I think it's wonderful and how
That people are finally getting together
I think it's so groovy now
That people are finally getting together
I think it's wonderful and how
That people are finally getting together


Ha ha, Steve,
My hand got warm when I read this line:
The daily practice with the Hand tingles shows you beyond doubt that you are in charge of this new Seventh sense.  
YOU call it up whenever you want it to work.
I so enjoy your letters. 
Fondly,
Jill
Independent
Hand Tingles,
 so early
Jill
Newly Gnostic Jill
jillatay@mail.com